The 21-year crisis

Primary school, a blissful habitation where I was so assured my twenty one year old self would have it all covered. At the ripe old age of twenty one years and seven months I can inform you without hesitation this is not the case.

The world is bigger and scarier than ever and the direction I am heading isn’t necessarily the one I have always dreamed of.

 

What is it that gives us the ability to know something is right?

 

To know something is our purpose?

 

To know if the person we love is actually ‘the one’?

 

I find with each passing month I have more pressure, more questions and fewer answers. At the time many of us are starting to begin a more planned and structured future, mine seems to hold more curve balls than anything else.

 

Holding out hope

Dear Lovers,

Have you ever wanted something so bad it consumes you?

I’m sitting here and all I can do is think about this job I interviewed for≥

I am hoping, praying and honestly checking my horoscope in the hopes I get this job. I have become obsessed with it and now is the time I’ll find out whether this dream will become reality.

I honestly can’t even describe this feeling. I’m nervous, excited, scared it’s like having butterflies on steroids!

Fingers crossed hey?

Have an incredible day or night wherever you are in the world,

Ciao lovers x

An open letter to my hacker

Dear lovers,

I am very briefly going to acknowledge a cruel violation of 
privacy I experienced last week. I would prefer to say nothing at all as I am well aware that attention is what this person wants, but feel the need to make one post about it.  Last week someone felt the need to attempt to destroy my account. They locked me out deleted all my content and then proceeded to    post content gloating of how easy it was to hack my account.  Now I'm kind of hoping that this person may see this post and learn something.

Dear Hacker,

Having a blog is such a amazing outlet for me, I use it as a file. I store my anxiety, thoughts, celebrations and everything in between on here and I didn’t realise till it happened how horrible it would feel for that to be taken from me.

The people behind these keyboards come here as an outlet, for a second did you consider maybe you were destroying something that keeps many of us going? Do you truly believe it was worth destroying something someone has been creating for years? Did you consider that you doing that could have pushed someone to a very cruel end?

Actions have consequences. 

In many ways I felt sorry that you felt the need to spend the time to hack my account .. even going as far as to attempt to charge me for purchases well over $400.

I hope you read this, I hope you learn from this. You left me in tears, begging for my diary back, begging for something that means so much to me not to be taken. I am grateful in a way you decided on me... I’m strong enough to scream and shout and to fight back. Some people are not. 

The next time you go to destroy something that is not yours and is very much a legal offence consider how you would feel if it was done to you.  If I were to enter your house without you there. If I was to take the things that mean the most…. I’m guessing quite likely a computer.  If I was to stand there while you begged for them back. How would you feel?

I’ll leave not only you but everyone with some parting words that we all learnt as 3 year olds.

“Treat others the way you wish to be treated”

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A Hot Minute

Hey Lovers,

I owe you an apology… I’m so sorry I haven’t been active as much as I usually am on here. Between launching my you tube channel, podcast and my blog I have really felt a bit overwhelmed. But enough of that! It has been a hot minute since we spoke so here are some life updates.

I have got an interview for my dream job next week which if I land I get to go to Melbourne for training!! ANNDDD It’s a job in fashion.. I know *dying*

This job will mean however I will need to say farewell to my manager’s job at my current employment – I do feel like it is well and truly my time to leave though.

In other news, my Europe trip is coming up fast and I’m beyond excited for it. But God it is expensive!

I hope you are all well,

I appreciate each and everyone of you!

Jump on to my youtube to see me in action

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzMIJh7BkDY-N9AoqLoJ5ow

Ciao x

Support me Support you!

Hey Guys,

Super nervous but I’ve just uploaded my first youtube it would be so amazing if you guys could chuck it a view and maybe even a like or comment so we can all get involved! Send me links to your stuff I’d love to support you too!!

Ciao x

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